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Sunday, March 30, 2008



When it was Thursday of my Spring "break" and my work hours of the week had tallied up to 46 hours, I decided it was time to play hookey. So on Friday a bunch of us first years blew off work and drove down to Santa Cruz Boardwalk for a few hours. Of course we went to work before we left and came back to lab and worked all night after we came back, but the 6 hours away from lab was incredibly refreshing.

 




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I guess it's not that hard to figure I've been in a foul mood lately. The frustration of things not working in the new lab (hence 8 weeks' worth of work down the drain), the anxiety of picking lab (2 weeks left to decide), and the general stress and too many changes in life, I'm desperately in need of a support system that I don't have here. Berkeley is great in so many ways, if only I had the time to enjoy it.


Good food is always the best remedy, so the last few weeks I've been indulging myself whenever possible --


Street fair on St. Patty's Day, of course I couldn't pass up on the pupusa




Coffee at Arlequin, a French Cafe few blocks from the Opera House, great place for people watching




Brunch at Absinthe, one of the most famous place for brunch in the City. AMAZING ricotta stuffed french toast and corn beef hash




Random coffee place on the street corner, where we sat and enjoyed the sun for an hour while sipping coffee



Lunch at one of the Italian restaurants at North Beach, delicious mojito and pastas on the sidewalk




While we were hopping from coffee houses to cafes to restaurants, I was gorging on chocolate the whole time...





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I guess the goal for the next few weeks is to keep myself from going insane. Rotations are coming to an end, it'll certainly help when things are finally decided and I'll have a home for the next 5 years. Looking forward to Alumni weekend, seeing friendly faces back at Duke sounds incredibly comforting right now. If all goes well I might actually make it through first year of grad school without killing myself, now THAT would be amazing.








Wednesday, March 26, 2008




Death and Taxes.






Monday, March 24, 2008





認錯旅店的門牌 認錯要逛的街
便當冷了想保存 怎可以亂擺
沒有你我的和弦 但有結尾伏線
黃葉會遠飛這場宿命
最終只能講再見



一個, 4 months.
兩個, the new life.
三個, presumptuous prick.



I should really quit whining, life is really not that bad. Sure I'm stressed all the time, but I'm also in a wonderful place surrounded by awesome people doing things that I like.








Saturday, March 22, 2008



After 3 consecutive weeks of excruciating amount of work and stress, things are going to quiet down for a little bit as Spring Break rolls around. Not that it's a real break, no classes sure, but that just means more time in lab. But the fact that there's no paper to read, no presentation to prepare, no discussion to lead, no lecture notes to doodle on, for a WHOLE week, is an amazing concept.

Sun is out, spring is here, what should I do this weekend besides watching the NCAA tournament?


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There was the talk, there was the conclusion. Finally out in the open, straight forward, but I'm pissed.


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Started a dream journal.









Sunday, March 09, 2008

 

It’s been a while since I’ve had the time to sit down and update my xanga. The past month has been overwhelming and stressful. It’s not clear how grad school can get any worse, but apparent it does, just wait till I take my quals, as second years told me.

 

 

With 12 hours of my day spent in class and in lab, and the 14 papers I’m supposed to read for class every week, it’s no wonder I’ve stopped sleeping. And when do I find time to work on presentations as they come on average once every 3 weeks?

 

 

Things that have kept me from jumping off the roof in the past month –

 

Planning the wedding at Tahoe with Garrett and Brandi

 

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Skiing in Arnold, although I got disgustingly bruised and felt miserable for the next 10 days

 

arnold1 arnold2

 

Lunch at Chez Panisse with Terence and Joanne

 

panisse1 panisse2

 

Flowers blooming everywhere, spring in California is quite amazing if you have the time to enjoy it

 

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spring3 spring4

 

 

 

****

 

 

Sometimes people really amazes me.

 

Can they really be this presumptuous?

 

I should stop wasting all my energy on being so pissed off at people.

 

 

 

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Been listening to old Cantonese pop all day while working on my slides, 至鐘意 lee 句 "擒住你".

 

馴服不到的黑夜豹妹

唇上載滿著狂野曖昧

擒住你 

然後使身心崩潰

遺留一串追悔

 

 

 

 

 



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